Just an 19 year old trying to balance having fun in life and achieving more than I could have hoped for!
Lunch: 1/2 can tomato basil soup (200), plain bagel with cream cheese (350), mixed greens (30), raspberry jelly (30), chocolate milk (200)
Snacks: 1 apple (100), lots of peanut butter and jelly (250), too many cashews (300), muffin (200)
Dinner: Mixed greens salad (200), garlic bread w/ butter (400)
Desert: 1/3 pint of sherbet (200)
Weight: 237 lbs (right after dinner)
I feel so sick from eating so much and so poorly, but it really helps to put it on here to hold myself accountable. Here’s to treating myself like a person again.
So I’ve been trying to get my lie back on track, and get healthier because I really need it. I gained a few followers out of the blue, so I’ll take it as a sign. I used to flip out when I hit my max weight of 190. Now I am 235….. 235!!! I cannot believe that number, but I got myself here and will get myself better again.
I am not running another race until May, and I am working 15+ hours a week, and taking 18 semester credit hours, so I have so little time. I miss the running, feeling better about myself and having energy. I’ve been trying to eat better for a few weeks, but here goes trying to jump back in and handle everything!!!
I’m about to start my period and I have bloated up 4 inches. Yes, that 4 entire inches. On top of that I feel like death and want to sleep for days